Questions.

There is one thing sure about this life and it is that it is not sure, you can never know what will happen next, one minute you are happy and enjoying a great song, the next you get a call that your best friend is sick and in bed, and while you get there you find them already feeling better, that is life: nothing about it is stable or certain to stay there. even us as human beings, we are not sure that we are going to stay for long, we hope to, we make plans, we work on them and try to accomplish them, and we pray every day for the best, but the truth is that we might sleep but never wake up, or get out of the house and never come back, or we might come inside the doctors and never leave; well not on our feet anyway, and i was thinking today: what have i done with my life? what is exciting about my life? what have i accomplished so far? and all i can think of is studying. i have literally done nothing with my life, except for studying all the time, I've never travelled; I've never been to a wedding, I've never fallen in love, I've never had my heart broken, I've never had a major fight in my life, I'm always so good to people that nobody wants to fight with me, don't get me wrong i think that i have a great life, but i want more, isn't that like the human nature,isn't that what makes us the beings that we are; our constant longing for something that even us don't know.
What if i die tomorrow? will i be happy because I've done everything i wanted? no, i won't because i haven't done everything i wanted , i want so many things so badly but will it matter when it is too late? you know how they say: it's never too late...well sometimes it is, if you're DEAD. and the major question that we need to ask ourselves is: have i done anything wrong to anybody? have i been unfair or bad to someone when they don't deserve it? because that really is an important question because if you're still alive you can at least attempt to fix the situation but if you're gone, there is nothing you can do about it, so say sorry while you can; say i love you while you can, say "how can i help you" while you can and never take anybody for granted for you never know when you're going to see them again.
I guess my point of writing all of this is: when you never know what is coming to you tomorrow why not take the best out of today and leave yesterday behind because that is where it is; a history...and leave tomorrow until it comes, plan like you're going to live forever, but live like you only have today.
ANGEL